You act like I'm going to turn on you. You act as if I'll break up with you if you be yourself around me. Just wanna let you know, I'm already dating you, and there's a reason for that. I think you're amazing. You have an amazing personality, you are great with kids, you have a great smile, and dimples, and I'm completely head over heels for you. You're attractive, and I'm completely attracted to you! You are the only one who can make me smile when I want to cry, or make me cry on the happiest day of my life, and I trust you entirely.
I want to let you in, and I want to be let in. But you're stubborn, and I suppose I am as well. You keep telling me that I'm going to think you're weird, different or strange sooner or later, but the truth is I already do think you're weird. I already do think you're different and I already do think you're strange. But I would not have you any other way. You have your flaws, and I love each and every one of them. I used to think that I would never love anyone because I found flaws in EVERYONE, no matter how amazing they were, but as for you, your flaws are part of the reason why I love you.
You always try to make it seem like we should not be together, but there is no one else I would rather be with. Everytime I see a happy couple together, I think of you. I wish we could be that happy couple, but we're both looking so hard for the reasons we should not be together, that we're missing the reasons we should be together.
We haven't been together that long, but I know I'm happy with you, I know I want to be with you, and I do not see myself with anyone else.
You helped me find a reason to believe in love.
Thank you.
Tuesday, November 2, 2010
Whyy?!
So, when I was single, I would flirt with some guys, and they would flirt back and what not, but hardly any of them made a move.
Now I'm taken. I'm in a relationship that I have absolutely NO intention of screwing up by cheating on this guy, and you boys are all over my fxcking jock strap (metaphorically speaking).
What is with you boys and wanting something you can not have? Why do you wait until a girl is taken before trying to make a move?! You'd think it would be the other way around... where as soon as a girl is single, the guys are all over her. But no, you boys must be stupid or something. Chances are, girls are not going to leave their man for someone who didn't even look at them until another man did.
Like, get your head on straightt!
Just sayin'
Now I'm taken. I'm in a relationship that I have absolutely NO intention of screwing up by cheating on this guy, and you boys are all over my fxcking jock strap (metaphorically speaking).
What is with you boys and wanting something you can not have? Why do you wait until a girl is taken before trying to make a move?! You'd think it would be the other way around... where as soon as a girl is single, the guys are all over her. But no, you boys must be stupid or something. Chances are, girls are not going to leave their man for someone who didn't even look at them until another man did.
Like, get your head on straightt!
Just sayin'
Monday, November 1, 2010
Monday, October 25, 2010
The truth.
So, my father recently walked out on my family. I woke up one morning, and my mother and father asked me to sit down, and my dad told me he would be on a train in less than in hour, heading down towards where his sisters live. My brother asked him how long he would be gone for, and he said that he would not be returning, that the move was permanent. I got dressed and headed off to work.
It's not the first time something like this had happened. Three years ago, during the summer, my father was undergoing a 'mid-life crisis', so my mother claims, and he would work all day, stay late at work and go to his friend's mechanic shop in the night, and he would come home to eat and sleep. On the weekends, he would go away for the whole weekend. Claiming to go on fishing trips and whatnot. My mother went through hell that summer, and she leaned on my older brother and I for support. I was only 15 years old, what was I supposed to do? I didn't want to see my mother like that. It took a huge toll on me because I stopped trusting boys. My father would always threaten to leave my mother. He did once, and all I did while he was gone was cry. I was weak. But then he came back, and everybody acted like nothing happened. But something did happen. Now he's left again, and this time it's for good.
I promised myself I wouldn't cry. He left, and I kept all my emotions inside. I refused to even talk to anyone about it. This is the first time I'm actually adressing the issue, and I guess it's just because I feel like I need to let it out, and this is the easiest way.
Now, I have a boyfriend and I'm terrified. I refuse to let myself get close to him. I'm attracted to him, that's for sure, but I refuse to let myself fall for him. My friend thinks I'm being weird about him, and that I'm just shy, but I'm not. I've had boyfriends before. I just don't want to put myself in a position to get hurt. My friend wonders why I won't tell my boyfriend I miss him or even talk to him too much, and I guess he wonders why too, but I figure the more distant I am, the less I will get hurt. Makes sense, right?
But now I'm screwing myself over. I really like this guy, and I don't want to hurt him. He deserves better. He deserves someone who can give him the affection he should receive. I really do trust him, and I guess that's what scares me the most. He's a great guy. He's nice and cute, and I'm terrified to fall for him.
My friends wanted to know why I was distancing myself from such a great guy, and this is why. He deserves more than I have to offer, thanks to my father.
&& that's the truth.
It's not the first time something like this had happened. Three years ago, during the summer, my father was undergoing a 'mid-life crisis', so my mother claims, and he would work all day, stay late at work and go to his friend's mechanic shop in the night, and he would come home to eat and sleep. On the weekends, he would go away for the whole weekend. Claiming to go on fishing trips and whatnot. My mother went through hell that summer, and she leaned on my older brother and I for support. I was only 15 years old, what was I supposed to do? I didn't want to see my mother like that. It took a huge toll on me because I stopped trusting boys. My father would always threaten to leave my mother. He did once, and all I did while he was gone was cry. I was weak. But then he came back, and everybody acted like nothing happened. But something did happen. Now he's left again, and this time it's for good.
I promised myself I wouldn't cry. He left, and I kept all my emotions inside. I refused to even talk to anyone about it. This is the first time I'm actually adressing the issue, and I guess it's just because I feel like I need to let it out, and this is the easiest way.
Now, I have a boyfriend and I'm terrified. I refuse to let myself get close to him. I'm attracted to him, that's for sure, but I refuse to let myself fall for him. My friend thinks I'm being weird about him, and that I'm just shy, but I'm not. I've had boyfriends before. I just don't want to put myself in a position to get hurt. My friend wonders why I won't tell my boyfriend I miss him or even talk to him too much, and I guess he wonders why too, but I figure the more distant I am, the less I will get hurt. Makes sense, right?
But now I'm screwing myself over. I really like this guy, and I don't want to hurt him. He deserves better. He deserves someone who can give him the affection he should receive. I really do trust him, and I guess that's what scares me the most. He's a great guy. He's nice and cute, and I'm terrified to fall for him.
My friends wanted to know why I was distancing myself from such a great guy, and this is why. He deserves more than I have to offer, thanks to my father.
&& that's the truth.
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
Learning to tell the truth...
So, let's talk about something that I'm pretty sure a lot of people can relate to; when people lie about their sexual past. If you girls are interested in a guy, don't lie to him about your past. It will backfire. Guys talk about as much as us girls do. When a guy you really like kisses you, and you run home and call your best friend up and tell her and tell a couple more friends later on.. yeah, guys do that too. Therefore, if you pine a guy, chances are he'll tell some friends, who will tell their friends, and etcetera. Guys who don't even know you will know who you are and that you pined him. Therefore, lying to a guy about your sexual past will definately not work to your advantage because chances are he's already heard who you've done through the grapevine. Chances are, you'll have a better shot with your man if you are just honest and upfront. :)
Monday, September 13, 2010
You Know You Like Someone When...
Kayso, you may say this is not true, but personally, I found it true (and amusing), and my friends also enjoyed this, so I hope you guys will too :)
How to tell if you really like someone:
1.YOU LOOK AT THEIR PROFILE/PICTURE CONSTANTLY
2.WHEN YOUR ON THE PHONE WITH THEM LATE AT NIGHT AND THEY HANG UP, YOU STILL MISS THEM EVEN WHEN IT WAS JUST TWO MINUTES AGO.
3.YOU READ THEIR TEXTS or IMS OVER AND OVER AGAIN.
4.YOU WALK REALLY SLOW WHEN YOU’RE WITH THEM.
5.YOU FEEL SHY WHENEVER YOU’RE/THEY’RE AROUND.
6.WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT THEM, YOUR HEART BEATS FASTER AND SLOWER AT THE SAME TIME
7.YOU SMILE WHEN YOU HEAR THEIR VOICE.
8.WHEN YOU lOOK AT THEM, YOU CAN’T SEE THE OTHER PEOPLE AROUND YOU, All YOU SEE IS HIM/HER.
9.YOU START LISTENING TO SLOW SONGS, WHILE THINKING OF THEM
10.THEY’RE ALL YOU THINK ABOUT.
11.YOU GET HIGH JUST FROM THEIR SCENT.
12.YOU REALlIZE THAT YOU’RE AlWAYS SMILING TO YOURSELF WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT THEM.
13.YOU WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR THEM, OR ANYTHING TO SEE THEM.
14.WHILE READING THIS, THERE WAS ONE PERSON ON YOUR MIND THE WHOLE TIME…
Be honest, how many of you thought of one special person throughout all this? I know I did :)
How to tell if you really like someone:
1.YOU LOOK AT THEIR PROFILE/PICTURE CONSTANTLY
2.WHEN YOUR ON THE PHONE WITH THEM LATE AT NIGHT AND THEY HANG UP, YOU STILL MISS THEM EVEN WHEN IT WAS JUST TWO MINUTES AGO.
3.YOU READ THEIR TEXTS or IMS OVER AND OVER AGAIN.
4.YOU WALK REALLY SLOW WHEN YOU’RE WITH THEM.
5.YOU FEEL SHY WHENEVER YOU’RE/THEY’RE AROUND.
6.WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT THEM, YOUR HEART BEATS FASTER AND SLOWER AT THE SAME TIME
7.YOU SMILE WHEN YOU HEAR THEIR VOICE.
8.WHEN YOU lOOK AT THEM, YOU CAN’T SEE THE OTHER PEOPLE AROUND YOU, All YOU SEE IS HIM/HER.
9.YOU START LISTENING TO SLOW SONGS, WHILE THINKING OF THEM
10.THEY’RE ALL YOU THINK ABOUT.
11.YOU GET HIGH JUST FROM THEIR SCENT.
12.YOU REALlIZE THAT YOU’RE AlWAYS SMILING TO YOURSELF WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT THEM.
13.YOU WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR THEM, OR ANYTHING TO SEE THEM.
14.WHILE READING THIS, THERE WAS ONE PERSON ON YOUR MIND THE WHOLE TIME…
Be honest, how many of you thought of one special person throughout all this? I know I did :)
Sunday, September 12, 2010
Carpe Diem *
I am a huge believer of 'Carpe Diem'. That's Latin for 'Seize the Day'. So many people are waiting for their lives to happen, but are too scared to try to capture the moments. Nothing's ever going to get achieved if you're just sitting down watching your world pass you by, and once it does, once the moment is gone, you WILL regret it. Trust me, I speak from experience. Some moments will pass, and the opportunity will be gone forever. You never know how amazing something can turn out to be, so take a chance.
If you like someone, GO FOR IT!
If someone offers you a job, GO FOR IT!
If someone offers their advice or assistance, GO FOR IT!
The world is all about taking chances. If not, you'll regret itt! I can not stress that point enough. You may not regret it today or tomorrow, but one day you will be looking back and wondering 'what if?'
Do you really want to waste your life wondering 'what if?'
Close your eyes, take a deep breath, and take a chance.
It's for the best, I promise!
Carpe Diem, everybody!
If you like someone, GO FOR IT!
If someone offers you a job, GO FOR IT!
If someone offers their advice or assistance, GO FOR IT!
The world is all about taking chances. If not, you'll regret itt! I can not stress that point enough. You may not regret it today or tomorrow, but one day you will be looking back and wondering 'what if?'
Do you really want to waste your life wondering 'what if?'
Close your eyes, take a deep breath, and take a chance.
It's for the best, I promise!
Carpe Diem, everybody!
Friday, September 10, 2010
Monday, September 6, 2010
* Keeping faith in love..
Kso, I'm sure enough people have heard of the song Just The Way You Are by Bruno Mars, right? You know,
" When I see your face, there's not a thing that I would change, cause you're amazing, just the way you are. And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while, cause girl you're amazing, just the way you aree! "
Girls all over the world have fallen in love with this song. They all keep commenting on the song, saying things like, "Why can't I find a guy like this?" or "I wish a guy would sing this to me."
Why do girls think all the good guys are gone in the world? Believe it or not, they're not! But you're not going to find one when you're moping around, listening to sappy songs about love, hoping for a guy like that. You have to look. It's not easy, but no one said love would be easy. And you may realize that the guy you thought was a hard-hearted 'bad boy' is actually really nice, really sweet, and you may find yourself really falling for him.
Trust me, I'm undergoing this right now. Keep looking, keep your head up. It's worth it, I promise!
" When I see your face, there's not a thing that I would change, cause you're amazing, just the way you are. And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while, cause girl you're amazing, just the way you aree! "
Girls all over the world have fallen in love with this song. They all keep commenting on the song, saying things like, "Why can't I find a guy like this?" or "I wish a guy would sing this to me."
Why do girls think all the good guys are gone in the world? Believe it or not, they're not! But you're not going to find one when you're moping around, listening to sappy songs about love, hoping for a guy like that. You have to look. It's not easy, but no one said love would be easy. And you may realize that the guy you thought was a hard-hearted 'bad boy' is actually really nice, really sweet, and you may find yourself really falling for him.
Trust me, I'm undergoing this right now. Keep looking, keep your head up. It's worth it, I promise!
Saturday, September 4, 2010
Quotes to live by...
` i don`t forgive people because i`m weak, i forgive them because i`m strong enough to know people make mistakes.
` i`d rather be a bitch then a hoe. i`d rather tell it is then blow every boy i know. i`d rather be known for what i do not who i screw.
` they both fell in love with each other but neither of them were willing to admit it simply because neither of them were willing to risk their friendship.
` don`t tell me the sky`s the limit when there are footprints on the moon.
` speak your mind, even if your voice shakes.
` stand tall, even if you`re standing alone.
` and sometimes, you make me so mad i want to throw you in the middle of on-going traffic; but then i realize i would probably kill myself trying to save you.
` cinderella walked on broken glass. sleeping beauty let a whole lifetime pass. belle fell in love with a hideous beast. jasmine married a common theif. ariel walked on land for love and life. snow white barely escaped a knife. it was all about blood, sweat and tears; because love means facing your biggest fears.
` between laughing for no reason, stupid arguments, long talks and making fun of each other, i`ve fallen in love with you!
` you can`t fight fate. whatever happens, happens.
` if it were up to me; i`d never have to miss you.
` everyone could learn a lesson from the weather, it pays no attention to criticism.
` never appologize for your feelings, then you are just appologizing for the truth. - a.d
` everything happens for a reason -a.d
`cracks in the concrete show that you will fall apart no matter how strong you are. -s.p
` when life offers you a dream so far beyond any of your expectations, it’s not reasonable to grieve when it comes to an end. -n.s
` Nothing Lasts Forever, So Live It Up,Drink It Down, Laugh It Off, Avoid Bullshit, Take Chances & Never Have Regrets, Because At One Point, Every thing You Did Is Exactly What You Wanted.[♥] me and n.s
` If i have to choose from breathing and loving you, I'd use my last breathe to say I Love You. -n.s
` i`d rather be a bitch then a hoe. i`d rather tell it is then blow every boy i know. i`d rather be known for what i do not who i screw.
` they both fell in love with each other but neither of them were willing to admit it simply because neither of them were willing to risk their friendship.
` don`t tell me the sky`s the limit when there are footprints on the moon.
` speak your mind, even if your voice shakes.
` stand tall, even if you`re standing alone.
` and sometimes, you make me so mad i want to throw you in the middle of on-going traffic; but then i realize i would probably kill myself trying to save you.
` cinderella walked on broken glass. sleeping beauty let a whole lifetime pass. belle fell in love with a hideous beast. jasmine married a common theif. ariel walked on land for love and life. snow white barely escaped a knife. it was all about blood, sweat and tears; because love means facing your biggest fears.
` between laughing for no reason, stupid arguments, long talks and making fun of each other, i`ve fallen in love with you!
` you can`t fight fate. whatever happens, happens.
` if it were up to me; i`d never have to miss you.
` everyone could learn a lesson from the weather, it pays no attention to criticism.
` never appologize for your feelings, then you are just appologizing for the truth. - a.d
` everything happens for a reason -a.d
`cracks in the concrete show that you will fall apart no matter how strong you are. -s.p
` when life offers you a dream so far beyond any of your expectations, it’s not reasonable to grieve when it comes to an end. -n.s
` Nothing Lasts Forever, So Live It Up,Drink It Down, Laugh It Off, Avoid Bullshit, Take Chances & Never Have Regrets, Because At One Point, Every thing You Did Is Exactly What You Wanted.[♥] me and n.s
` If i have to choose from breathing and loving you, I'd use my last breathe to say I Love You. -n.s
Life?
Life was so much easier when we were kids.
Love was just a word no one knew the meaning to.
Crushes didnt last over a week.
Drama was just a course in school.
Fights were just something talked about in the movies.
Money had no importance.
School was actually fun, not dreadful.
The only fear was of the boogeyman.
Our only worry? What we'd get for our birthday that year.
-- All you'd have to do is tag me and i'd be 'IT' --
-- Life was so much easier when boys had cooties--
Do i wish i could go back?
No.
A part of maturing and growing up is accepting that the past is past.
Nothing can change that.
~Live for each moment, for any moment can be your last. ~
^ ever heard that quote? ^
well, think about it. if you were to open the newspaper, what would you see?
-A child died from a car crash
-A school got shot down. 5 Dead.
-Father shoots children.
-Mother takes life and life of daughter.
-Teen hit by drive-by
LIFE IS SHORT! It's the longest thing we will ever do, but our time is limited. No one knows when your going to die, or how your going to die!
Times have changed. The only thing we can do it live each day to the fullest, accept the reality of situations, never have regrets, and dont think about the past or the future. Think about the present.
The present is now. Live for it. Enjoy every moment of it.
Do what you want. Dont try to please people.
It's your life. You have to die when the time comes. Not anyone else. So life your life the way you want to.
Love was just a word no one knew the meaning to.
Crushes didnt last over a week.
Drama was just a course in school.
Fights were just something talked about in the movies.
Money had no importance.
School was actually fun, not dreadful.
The only fear was of the boogeyman.
Our only worry? What we'd get for our birthday that year.
-- All you'd have to do is tag me and i'd be 'IT' --
-- Life was so much easier when boys had cooties--
Do i wish i could go back?
No.
A part of maturing and growing up is accepting that the past is past.
Nothing can change that.
~Live for each moment, for any moment can be your last. ~
^ ever heard that quote? ^
well, think about it. if you were to open the newspaper, what would you see?
-A child died from a car crash
-A school got shot down. 5 Dead.
-Father shoots children.
-Mother takes life and life of daughter.
-Teen hit by drive-by
LIFE IS SHORT! It's the longest thing we will ever do, but our time is limited. No one knows when your going to die, or how your going to die!
Times have changed. The only thing we can do it live each day to the fullest, accept the reality of situations, never have regrets, and dont think about the past or the future. Think about the present.
The present is now. Live for it. Enjoy every moment of it.
Do what you want. Dont try to please people.
It's your life. You have to die when the time comes. Not anyone else. So life your life the way you want to.
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