One of my best friends has recently been contemplating suicide. I spent half the night crying because I know if I were to lose her, I would be lost myself. I love this girl to death, she's really great, but lately her life has been pretty low and she's been getting more and more depressed and been talking about 'giving up' and 'ending the pain' and such.
I want to help her, I really do, but I was in her position four months ago, so I know what she's going through. I, too, contemplated suicide but I overcame it with the help of two friends I confided in. I want to be the friend that helps her overcome it, but I know that saying the wrong thing can set her over the edge, and so can not saying anything at all.
I'll hopefully get some time to talk to her today, as long as I don't fall asleep at school. I pulled an all-nighter and I haven't slept. Which is definitely not healthy, but I was not in the mood to sleep.
Anyways, going to drink a coffee, hopefully wake up, and help my friend today!
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